If you looked up FUBAR you'd find my picture

For anyone interested...

I know my blogging on ROBsessed has been sporadic and I've ignored e-mails for over a month now and I sincerely apologize. Had a bit of a setback and had to go back to the hosp and with all the fuzzy meds I've been on lately, I'm...well...a bit fuzzy.

Then my new comp caught a virus and a friend had some fancy anti virus installed on it and it wiped my computer clean. I can't access anything because my new comp doesn't recognize my passwords or some such shit (something about disabled cookies? huh?) and so...I'm back to using the old comp that moves slower than I do at the moment, but at least it recognizes me. I'm trying to get back into this discus thing and I can't do it. I reregistered and it told me I'm in, but I've tried to log onto the blog and it won't let me. So...I'm going to ask RPG to tell anyone who's interested to come look here on my profile (and that I'm going to bite the bullet and put my e-mail up here cause I really got to get ahold of SarahBear) and read this AND I've been going back through my e-mails and I'm just overwhelmed by them. You guys are incredible. I just don't know what to say and for me...that's something. And jessyh, if you're reading this, I'll get to that incredible e-mail you sent to me just as soon as I can.

I'm going to try to get on a plane in a couple of days to attend my niece's wedding. Probably not a good idea (with breathing problems and an on fire hip that won't let me sit for too long), but I cannot miss my girl's wedding. Not acceptable. Only way it would be is if I was in the ground. Actually, I'm not going into the ground. I've requested a viking funeral, but that's another post. That in all liklihood will never be posted. So then...bear with here, I've been on painkillers for weeks and I'm as fuzzy as the fuzzy end of a lollipop.

Mainly I just wanted to let those who have e-mailed me that I will get back to you. You too lalli. It's just gonna take me a little more time. I'm just so confused. Trying to work from two computers; one barely moves but recognizes my passwords, the other works like a dream but won't let me get into anything (even my e-mail) and this discus is driving me nuts. It's says I'm registerd but it won't let me onto the blog. I don't know. But anyway, for those who would like to, please contact me at...

barbaramary2131@yahoo.com.

Thanks you guys. You're so amazingly sweet to me. I don't know why but you are and it means so much to me. Don't know that I'll ever be able to express just how much.

Love,
Nik

Why the e-mail is gone

Hey...

Just wanted to let anyone know who might be interested, why I took my e-mail address down. Apparently, I've been hit by a cyber terrorist. After I shared my views on ROBsessed yesterday (I reponded to nearly 2 dozen e-mails I'd received about Summit's involvement with R&K's personal relationship and it's on the 'Entertainment Weekly Eclipse photo' thread for anyone who wants to read it), I went to open that e-mail account this morning and my comp warned me that it had been infected with viruses and it wouldn't let me access it. So...I won't be able to respond to anyone who's taken the time to write to me and I will not be putting up another e-mail address. And I'm really sorry about that, but like the old saying goes, burn me once...shame on you. Burn me twice...shame on me. I guess maybe I should have expressed those views on my own blog, but truthfully, I'm not too sure how it all works. This is in fact, the first time I've written on my own blog. But I thought I'd do this here and not take it to ROBsessed. My knee jerk reaction was to stop blogging on ROBsessed alltogether, but being run off by a bully (and a coward...ya got something to say? SAY IT! Where everyone else can hear it), but being run off just doesn't sit well with me. Anyway. Just wanted to let people know why I'm not answering e-mail and why I won't in the future. Most of you guys are just great and playing over on ROBsessed with you all, has just been the most fun. Sorry for my long winded posts though. I just don't know how to express myself in a sentence or two...or twelve. But I do want to say thank you for all of the kindness that's been shown to me over there. I really do appreciate it. Maybe what I need to do is bring all those long winded posts here. Duh? I just never thought about it before. I don't know. We'll see. Everyone take care...Nik